losing it

last pregnancy with Owen, i often realized that i was losing my mind. i remember being at work at the animal hospital, and getting things COMPLETELY turned around. everyone made fun of me, and i called my episodes the pregnancy crazies. however, this pregnancy, ive been really proud of myself and my ability to keep my head straight... until today. earlier, i put owen down for a nap and went to the living room. i was going to grab the laptop and bring it back to the bedroom. when i got to our room, i realized that i wasnt holding the laptop, i was holding a couch cushion. SERIOUSLY???? it begins...